(Temporary translation from Google – When I have time I will translate/edit again)

Dear Brother Tan Jianci: @MIC Tan Jianci JC-T
Hello! I am an ordinary girl with a physical disability. My hands, feet and head shake uncontrollably. This condition has lasted for more than 40 years. In life, I often need to spend more time and energy than others to complete some seemingly simple things. Sometimes, I feel tired and can’t help but complain about the unfairness of fate. Why do I have to endure such hardships since I was born? But on second thought, I am not that unhappy. I can still study and work. Although my family is not complete, I lost my mother when I was nine years old. I only remember the helpless scene of her committing suicide in front of me. This makes me prone to pessimism and anxiety. But fortunately, I have a loving grandmother, grandfather (although my grandmother and grandfather are in heaven), aunts, uncles (although my aunts and uncles have their own families to take care of), and my father loves me too (although we don’t talk much because my father doesn’t understand me. Since she was a child and grew up, she seldom came to see us siblings, so she didn’t communicate much with him. My brother and sister also have their own lives, so I didn’t want to disturb them, so I hardly talked. Although my dad has done some things that I find hard to let go, I know that is the world of adults and I cannot blame him for it.
I am a Gemini girl, and my mood is always up and down, sometimes very high, sometimes very low. I used to like chatting with people, but I am more straightforward, saying whatever comes to my mind, and sometimes I accidentally hurt others, but I didn’t mean it. I am impatient, and although my hands and feet are slow, I always want to finish things quickly, even if I don’t eat or drink, I have to finish the work at hand first. I am weak and prone to illness, but I have been trying to persevere.
Until I saw your interview, you said “take your time, there may be surprises”, this sentence made me start to reflect on myself, why am I so anxious? How I wish I could live a stable and down-to-earth life like you. Your words and deeds are well thought out, which is what I lack , and it is also the quality I long to have. Although I have grown up, I see my own shortcomings in you, and I also see the direction of my efforts.
Nowadays, my body is getting worse and worse, and it is getting harder and harder to live, but seeing you working hard and making continuous progress, I have found the motivation to live again. I want to tell you that while working hard, you must also remember to take a good rest. We are not robots and need proper relaxation and adjustment.
Since I was a child, I seldom went out because it was inconvenient to walk. I could only learn about the outside world by watching TV dramas. I like film and television works and stage performances very much. We often broadcast film and television programs from Hong Kong and Taiwan in Singapore. I especially like to watch idol dramas and TVB dramas in the past. I think the actors at that time had good acting skills. But among the current actors, there are very few who make me feel very outstanding. Until I saw your performance, especially your eye drama, it really surprised me I am so fascinated by your performance. From your eyes, I can understand the emotions you want to express. You will draw me into the plot. You have a strong sense of obsession, which makes the audience completely immersed in your role and can’t wait to see how you will perform next. You exceed my expectations every time. To me, you are like a work of art, worthy of my appreciation. Watching your performance is my happiest time, because I have a strong interest in art. Although I can’t do it myself, I admire you very much when I see such an excellent performer like you. I think you are like an older brother and a role model for others. If an idol can guide fans in a good direction, then he is a real high-quality artist idol. So, I hope you can get better and better, and I hope you can take a good rest when you are busy.
I don’t think chasing stars is a bad thing. The key is whether the artist you are a fan of has a good influence. Instead of letting you take The names of artists are used to drag down others, or to make up stories and spread rumors about others. What we have to do is meaningful things that have a positive impact on the real person.
Finally, I want to use AI voice to make a song called “Tan Jianci’s Eyes”. I saw your photo two nights ago, and your deep eyes attracted me deeply, so I wrote this song to express my own feelings. Although I can’t speak clearly and can’t sing it myself, what I want to say is, thank you, brother, for giving me motivation to work hard in life. I hope I will have the opportunity to go to China to see your concert next year. At the same time, I also want to thank those charcoal friends for talking to me, because I don’t have many people to talk to. Although sometimes I worry about disturbing you, I still can’t help but want to chat with you. Thank you very much for your company.
I hope everything goes well for you, and I also wish myself to get better and better!
A girl who silently supports you

Tác giả: 喜欢檀健次的爱丽
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